Growing Pains

Energy Reading July 1st~7th

This is a collective reading, only take what resonates. When this message reaches you it is divinely timed.

The energy leading up to this eclipse on July second feels intense, it is requiring a lot of self care for me right now, I feel tired more frequently and require a lot more down time and retreating. I am feeling upgrades taking place in my energetic body, my intuitive abilities feel on blast. My third eye seems wide open, my channels feel as if they are being cleared out, any lingering energy is being purged to make way for a burst of new energy. My guides are encouraging me to rest to prepare for what is being presented to me, I am unsure about what it is, but it feels like a life altering opportunity, I’ve had to become mentally, emotionally, energetically and spiritually stronger in order to prepare for this time in my life.

It feels as if every part of my life has brought me to this place at this time in the exact order it was meant to. I feel lingering regrets being illuminated as this eclipse approaches a moment of liberation from anything binding. It's an exhilarating feeling if you’ve been preparing for it, sensing it and following your intuitive guidance, but if not it might feel sudden or abrupt, sort of a “wake up” call. It’s awakening to a higher version of yourself. The call to nurture your soul will be stronger than anything we are asked to leave behind. All that is lost will be replaced by something much more suited for your evolution. Our souls do not care what we own, what our homes look like, how much money we have, fame and fortune, status and title. Our souls want liberation more than anything else, it will seek out ways in which it can be free to express itself. When the soul doesn’t have permission from the body and mind, because the egoic self wants to have control it will start to create disharmony in our hearts, making our emotions highly charged at this time, especially in Cancer season. When emotions are not expressed they become energetic blockages that we store in our chakra system, each emotion is associated with a chakra. When emotions are felt and expressed through a healthy outlet this clears the energy by acknowledging it. Once we recognize the pattern then it no longer has power over us. When our chakras are cleared of this energetic debris energy flows effortlessly between all seven chakras creating a kundalini awakening. All energy, masculine and feminine, yin and yang, light and dark, polarities meet and merge within the chakra system, starting at the base of the spine and traveling upward to the crown of your head. When I experienced this it felt like electrical jolts moving up my spine, I felt highly energetically charged and it was happening in a lucid dream state. I was a part of it, but also observing it happening and learning why I was experiencing it.

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It feels like a great week to make amends, forgive ourselves and others for past behavior stemming from fear and insecurity. It feels like a week of liberating ourselves from self imprisoning thoughts and behaviors, it feels like a recognition and responsibility is found within current circumstances. You may find yourself tested or challenged this week, a lesson to see if what has been recognized has been learned and understood. It feels like practice makes progress, it’s not about perfection and expectations, it is about acceptance and honesty. I sense closure of one chapter and the beginning of a new one. It feels like this new phase and cycle will begin slow, an evaluation period to see what needs to be tended to and nurtured and what can be released.

Detoxing energetically through focused intention will help to release any energetic cords you have to others that are toxic and built from unhealthy patterns. As we become aware of these patterns we have to begin to replace them with new ones, ones that align with our new found sense of value. Letting go of any limiting beliefs telling us that we are unworthy or undeserving and replacing them with beliefs of fulfillment and happiness. Any fears and doubts that arise during this time are only being brought to the surface so that they can be healed and dealt with. When we harbor feelings of lack, loss, sadness, unworthiness, anger, resentment and hatred we create illness in our bodies, we experience frustration, irritability and impulsiveness. These behaviors are being illuminated so that we can observe ourselves in this state instead of reacting from it. As we do this we become emotionally intelligent, we allow our emotions to be a map on the road of self discovery. When we form a healthy relationship with our emotions they no longer hold us hostage, we liberate ourselves from the repression of our emotional expression. When we don’t allow ourselves to express our truest desires this creates resistance in the body, it will signal through your health. Creating a devotional practice will increase your ability t commit. Choose one thing to devote your time to daily as a way to practice committing to yourself. When we betray ourselves we struggle to trust our own understanding and we also tend to distrust others motives, this keep us in an endless loop of self sabotage, it is a form of protection from pain. Pain is your friend this week, Spirit is saying; the only way out is through, they also say; you CAN do it! :)

Be open and receptive to your body and its needs at this time, it is teaching you how to nurture and care for yourself in a way that most of us have never been taught. All children are not created the same, each one of us needs to be tended to in a specific way. When we know what those needs are we learn how to meet them. This allows for us to vulnerable and upfront about what we need from the relationships in our lives.

It feels like a great week to get out and socialize, allow yourself to be stimulated by conversation and enlightened by relating to others from a different space, from a different perspective, see where it leads you. Be open to opportunity through unexpected events or “run-ins” keep an open mind and heart navigating the space of uncertainty. I am getting a mystical feeling for this week, a need to probe beneath the surface, dig a little deeper (heard; Love a Little Stronger by Diamond Rio) to find the answers you may be seeking externally and really turn yourself inward to investigate emotions and values. It feels like a great week for self care and fun. Connect with your senses when you find yourself over analyzing or beginning to worry and creating worst case scenarios. Invite in the energy of healing and renewal this week and allow it to transform you as it will, in its own way and honor the process. Respect and acknowledge your feelings you may have been repressing for quite some time. Spirit is saying; you will be surprised by what you find, don’t get caught up in the heavy emotions, take a step back and look at them like they’re coming from a hurting child. Hold space and embrace them with radical acceptance, surrender to them and learn more about who you are through the unfolding that is happening in perfect timing for your highest self.

Thank you for reading!

Love and blessings, Ashley <3

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