“Emotional FUNfillment” Tarot Tuesday Weekly Guidance & Energy Update
- ashley emig
- Jun 30, 2020
- 10 min read
This is a channeled message featuring guidance from The Spirit of the Horse. When this message reaches you it is divinely timed. Take what resonates and leave the rest. This is intended for the week of June 30th ~ July 6th, but whenever it reaches you it is meant for you. Trust and receive.
Hello & welcome beautiful souls!
Laughter is the best medicine is the first thing I heard as I tapped into this message! Laughter paired with the Ten of Cups reminds us that our sense of fulfilment comes from a healthy balance of “work” and PLAY, of laboring and emoting. We have been taught societally that our sense of fulfilment comes from the material world, from possessions, money, titles and status. We have been taught to strip ourselves of enjoyment and pleasure as we grow into adulthood. We are conditioned to take Life very seriously. We may fear that if we show others and the world our goofy, playful and lighthearted side that they may not take us seriously, that others wont respect us, or see us as valuable.
In order to harmonize an extremely mascilune dominated society we have to balance our emotions and reunite with our Inner Child. I am picking up strongly on a message that a lot of you are seeking more fun, especially when it comes to intimate relationships and family dynamics. There is a sense of wanting more emotional freedom in relationships. If we want to experience more playfulness, happiness and flirtation we are going to have to learn to not take ourselves and Life so seriously.
When we raise our vibration, the mission is not to be “higher” ;) than anyone else, it’s purpose is to help you rely on a Higher Force. It is the part of us that TRUSTS. It is through our own innocence that we perceive unity, love and connection. From this energetic state we can meet others from a place of complete acceptance. When we can laugh at ourselves, without being self deprecating, we can be lighter on others as well.
There is a need this week to connect more profoundly to your innocence. We are all born with an innate knowing of the Life we desire, yet our conditioning and upbringing may be keeping us from opening up to the fulfilment that Life has to offer, right here and now. Our fulfillment comes when we are DOing and BEing the best version of ourselves. Fulfillment doesn’t come when you get a certain amount saved in your bank account, it does not come from having the “perfect” relationship, or from your title or social class. It comes when you are in complete alignment with your Highest Self.
What exactly is your Highest Self? It is the part of you that is always in contact and union with our Creator; God, Source, The Divine, The Universe, whatever resonates for you, it is the part of you that does not see division, separation or lack. It is the most evolved part of who you are.
Our Ego Self on the other hand is our identification with our upbringing, our race, age, gender, name, town, state, country and culture. It is the temporary part of yourself that does not see unity, connection, love and fulfillment. It is the survival part of who you are.
I am getting a message to learn to work together with your Ego Self and your Higher Self, because the truth is; we are not trying to get rid of, fix or change the Ego Self. What we are collectively learning is how to NURTURE our Ego Self by connecting more deeply to our Higher Self. One of my favorite practices for nurturing my Ego Self is to LAUGH at it’s judgments, its conditioning and its irrational comments and behaviors. The Ego Self is a lot like a “beast”, it acts as a mechanism to “sniff” out it’s next gratification, it’s next want and unconscious desire.
The Ego Self needs to be tamed with kindness, compassion, generosity and love. The Ego Self is selfish, judgemental, defensive and greedy. Every time we witness ourselves acting, feeling and thinking from these lower vibrational states we have to practice meeting ourselves with understanding. That’s why laughing is such a great remedy for the Ego Self, because just like a jellyfish; it can sting, but it allows for you to observe your unconscious patterns without beating yourself up. It gives you the opportunity to reparent yourself and be your own medicine.
The Ego Self teaches us how to be our own caregiver, it teaches us how to take care of our needs and be the emotional and mental provider we may have never received in childhood. When we start to DO the things that bring more joy, peace and passion into our lives, we spend more time doing the things that raise our vibration, literally lifting our own Spirit. The Ego Self is not your enemy, it is not something that needs to be punished or hidden. It is your teammate and in order for Life to be as harmonious as possible, we have to work together with the Ego Self, we have to acknowledge it’s feelings of insecurity, fear, judgement, doubt, lack, abandonment, neglect and pain, and then take responsibility to provide it with love and support, just like we would a young child.
Some of you may have grown up in homes that were cold, neglectful, chaotic, boring or painful and this will be what you unconsciously seek in relationships as an adult. This is because it is more familiar to feel lower based emotions in a home and relationship then it is to cultivate higher vibrational emotions of love, pleasure, affection, gentleness, openness and harmony.
As we practice taking the time to NOURISH ourselves, to tend to our own needs, by how we speak to ourselves, what we feed ourselves, what we put into our bodies, how we treat our bodies and how we care for ourselves; mentally, emotionally, energetically and physically when our Ego Selves want to take over and throw a “tantrum”. We form a new and healthy relationship with our Ego Self that makes us feel seen, heard and validated and it no longer is such a uncontrollable “beast”, because we're taming it with our grace and beauty, with our consistency and self discipline.
It is so important to befriend your Ego Self, to see it as a friend and child. The Ego Self makes up all the parts of you, you have abandoned, denied, rejected and have come to believe are unacceptable. In order to integrate these parts of ourselves we have to shed our Light on them, we have to show, with our words and actions, these parts of ourselves we have “left in the dust” are VALUABLE and are needed.
We have to commit to reuniting with these aspects of ourselves so that we no longer feel fragmented. And the funny part is, as we begin to reunite with these long lost parts of ourselves we reinvent ourselves overtime because we are acting in new ways, that are actually old ways we just forgot abut them. When we recover these missing pieces of ourselves we start to feel FULL, WHOLE and ALIGNED. To have FULFILLMENT we have to accept, nurture and respect every part of who we are. There is a sense of finding the missing piece. When you begin to take a more lighthearted approach to Life you begin to see that there is nothing lacking, you open up the space in your heart to allow more peace, love and harmony to flow through you. When we are connected to our innocence, that is what we will project onto others, we will see their Innocent Self and not all the things they have done “wrong” or “bad”, we see their unconscious pain as a projection of their own perception.
When you align with Inner fulfillment you act as your Highest Self and you become a living, breathing, walking, talking channel for Source to flow through you, as you. When we allow God to move through us, to communicate, express and relate through us, we become His Servant. We are no longer serving our Ego Self, we are serving our Highest Self and through our actions, peace on Earth and in our every day lives can be made manifest.
When we face our fears with laughter and innocence they no longer have such a tight grip on who we identify ourselves as. We are not our “problems”, honestly we are the solution, but the thing with the Ego Self is; it does not like honesty, it does not like change and it does not like being “wrong”. In order to let go of our tight grip on our personal perceived reality we have to OPEN up to the possibility that we are not the Ego Self, but rather; we are The Divine in disguise, witnessing the Ego Self from a state of pure presence.
Every day we can consciously or unconsciously choose to align with Source or with Negativity. We are still going to experience negativity pop up in our external world, it’s not about getting rid of negativity, it is about observing it with conscious awareness and not reacting to it from a place of more negativity. The only way to alchemize negativity is meeting and responding to it from an energetic state and conscious awareness of positivity and peace. Can you experience a negative situation or person and consciously perceive it as a lesson in keeping your vibration high and consciously choose to act from love?
As soon as we allow an outside circumstance or person to dictate our emotional state we give our power away. When we judge, criticize or harm another what we are unconsciously seeking is to reunite with that part of ourselves we have deemed unworthy.
Every time that your mind or the outside world tries to make you feel “less than” you have to have the awareness to shift your perception from that of a personal attack, to that of others unconscious reflection of their own limitations, insecurities and lack. It is NEVER another person's job to make you feel happy or at peace or loved. But when you start to provide that for yourself, by yourself, it is what you will begin to attract externally, in relationships and environments.
Fulfillment is an inside job and it must be practiced on a regular basis. You have to learn to embody the feeling of fulfillment by believing that Life is always working for YOU. When we believe that Life is only out to get us or break us, we will continuously attract situations in which that is reflected back to us. What we believe is what we perceive and what we perceive is what we will receive.
I am picking up on the Spirit of the Horse, the Spirit of the Horse comes with a message of pride, patience and stamina. The Spirit of the Horse asks you to keep going, to not let what is happening outside of you, keep you from believing in yourself and your dreams. They say you have the strength to keep moving forward. I am seeing their strong legs. They say; You can move mountains. You may be called to work with horses. You can do this in the physical by riding them, talking to them, petting them and brushing them, but also you can communicate with their universal energy by envisioning them in your Third Eye. They come to you when you may feel like giving up, but you're almost over the hurdle. They encourage you to carry yourself with pride, not from an egotistical state of being, but from a place of Self Respect. They are asking you to take a time out and relax a little more. Sometimes they move really fast and with strong intention and other times they mozy mindlessly in the grassy fields. They have a message that it is time to balance that in your own Life. To create more of a balanced lifestyle, one that allows for you to connect to the natural rhythms of nature.
There is a message to connect with Mother Earth this week, this will help you stay grounded, patient and connected to the energies of the Earth. A lot of us rely on our own schedule to get us through the day, but what we’re learning collectively is to live more in alignment with Earth and “Her” cycles. When we incorporate more of the Divine Feminine into our daily lives, by connecting with love, laughter, playfulness, wellness, peace and trust we emanate that in our energy and from this state we relate more intimately with others, especially on an emotional level.
Explore what brings you happiness and a sense of Inner Fulfillment this week. What makes you smile, laugh, feel at peace, loved and relaxed? When you identify these things you can start to incorporate them into your daily life. That way you don’t feel burnt out or drained just living, you create more balance and structure by showing your mind, body and soul, love and care. We cannot neglect ourselves and expect others in our life to fill our cup.
You may be working on healing ancestral family beliefs that have kept you from your fulfillment. As you heal any limiting beliefs around receiving love and any higher vibrational emotions, your Ego Self is going to resist it by telling you “lies” in order to keep you stuck and sabotaging your fulfillment. You have to learn to laugh at these lies, rather than judge yourself.
Some of you are calling in pregnancy. This is confirmation that you will have children. You will have your happy family, but first that starts with getting really clear what a “happy family” looks like for you and embodying it. Some of you are connecting with your children from Spirit, they could have passed or they could be assisting you with preparing for their birth, either way you can trust their presence and guidance.
Collectively we are unlearning and relearning how to come back to our innocence, because when we do that our intentions are pure and they create more harmonious outcomes. Spirit is saying; Get back to what you love. It is time for you to stop putting you and your dreams on the back burner. Take a leap of faith and trust your emotional guidance system to lead you through the unknown.
Spirit wants you to see more of the mystery and magic that is surrounding you and your Life at this time. Your mind may be distracted by petty disturbances, inconveniences and annoyances all day long, but if you can redirect your thoughts like you do a toddler, then you can cultivate more joy.
Can you believe that all you’ve ever wanted is already yours? That the only thing that is standing in the way of you and your fulfilment is your Ego Self? Don’t allow your doubt, insecurities and fears keep you from receiving what is meant for you. Open up to the possibility that what you seek is also seeking you, that every time you act as your Highest Self you are creating your authentic version of fulfilment and WEALTH.
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Thank you for reading! Love and blessings, Ashley <3
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