Balancing Aspects

Energy Forecast for March 31~ April 5

This is a collective message, take what resonates for you. When this message reaches you it is divinely timed.

The World (third dimension) is the dark aspect of our creation. It is the “heavy” part of us. In order to create perfect balance on Earth there had to be a light inside of us that we could never become separated from. That no matter how far we strayed from our soul, our light, our energy, we could always find our way back. I believe in the darkness just as much as I believe in the light. The “darkness” (fear, doubt, worry, shame, jealousy, envy, greed, control, pain, poverty, illness, violence) will always be present, but as we awaken to our divinity we will have to begin to use our free will choices. We have to choose to nurture our light aspect of self in order to balance the dark aspect of self. I believe in destiny, but I also believe it is co created through our energy, our vibration, through our thoughts, emotions and actions. Our expression of self is our contribution to our co creation.

So… What are you creating? What do you talk about? Financial concerns? Health problems? Relationship drama? Take inventory of the conversations you’re having. Are you talking just for the sake of the relationship? This can relate to romantic, friendships, co-workers. What conversations are you having and with whom? Question your motives a bit this week. Why am I doing/acting/saying “xyz”? Look to your mother, father and society to see why you are the way you are? You don’t like the life you’re creating? You’re not happy with yourself and life? Why? You have to do something different. Most of us don’t live outside of familial customs. We repeat patterns because we operate for our subconscious 95% of the time. Our words, our actions, our character is habitual. Notice how your voice and or behavior may change when you hang out with certain people. The people we surround ourselves with influence our behavior greatly. We hardly ever stray past what we believe to be true or what feels slightly uncomfortable or unfamiliar.. There is a need this week to open the mind, to allow yourself to see your life from a broader perspective. This can be challenging to do, to be that honest with yourself about where you’re the only one blocking your greatness, your love, your joy. This is why laughter is important. Forgive yourself and allow yourself to feel the deep heavy emotions, they wont stop your creation from manifesting, in fact it will draw you even closer.

It is a great week to get deeply in tune with your intuition and the way your body is feeling. What is imbalanced in your life? Spirit wants you to start taking action in removing what is no longer serving you. This message is on repeat; clear your space; get rid of things wasting space in your home, down size, minimize, let go of old “nostalgic” memorabilia. If you can’t part with something, ask yourself why? If you have an emotional attachment to it, get curious. Why am I holding on to this? Is it adding value to my life? Take action in the physical. Start small, donate or get rid of clothes, go through your pots and pans, silverware. Spirit is saying; start somewhere, they tell me you may feel overwhelmed and don’t know where to begin. Start by committing to a space and start there. You will gain momentum once you start. Taking a baby step is better than not taking a step at all.

When we are acting in accordance with our energy. When we are speaking and acting how we are feeling we consciously attract more of that feeling. But if we are unaware of our internal dialogue, which is creating our feelings we unconsciously attract what we are feeling. The more annoyed we feel the more we attract things that make us feel annoyed. The more joy we feel the more joy we attract. It is about redirecting thoughts, not getting rid of them. Our thoughts will always be there, “good” and “bad”, “light” and “dark”, but we have the power to choose how much momentum we will give to our thoughts. We get choose what thoughts we will nurture and what ones we will dismiss. Law of attraction can be approached in many different ways. I feel that the law of attraction can be easily misinterpreted in the spiritual community. It currently portrays a false sense of; “you must always be in alignment, you must always feel “good”.” When we enter into shadow work or healing our inner child, we aren’t going to necessarily feel “good”, but we can’t deny these feelings just so we portray a “good” image. healing the inner child is a soul lesson collectively right now, we tend to not allow ourselves to feel our deeply held emotions. Our inner child is our vulnerability. In order to heal our hearts we will have to heal our inner child. We must complete this lesson in order for us to move forward collectively, in order for us to go deeper and evolve. Our inner children will lead us back to our divinity, to our light. They hold the map of our destiny. The fragments of ourselves, the aspects we’ve abandoned within ourselves are the way back to the light, the way back to our wholeness.

Most people want to skip over the “shadow work” because it feels crawl out of your skin uncomfortable. But in the pain we find healing, we find grace and most importantly we find our spark again. When the light (soul) is balanced with the dark (humanity/ego/inner child/personality) there’s a sense of harmony that resides within you. A feeling of being complete. There are a lot of people searching for a sense of wholeness this week. We’ve been taught to search outside of ourselves to fill a void of the missing pieces we abandon within ourselves. The only way you get back to the feeling of being whole, fulfilled, harmonious; is through the balancing of energies. Money won’t do it, drugs won’t do it, food won’t do it, new clothes, cars, homes won’t do it, relationships won’t do it, children won’t do it, fame won’t do it. Your ego will try to tell you otherwise with thoughts like; if only I had “xyz” then I could do “xyz”. But the lesson is; you already have all you need, you are already blessed and fulfilled. It just doesn’t look like what you’ve been taught it means to feel whole or accomplished and successful. We’re always right where we are meant to be. We already have all the “tools” to create the life we desire. The ego is the part of us that has been taught that material things make us feel safe. But that is a lie. A lot of you can feel this deep in your soul this week. The feeling of wanting and needing more stability is strong. Your soul is yearning for simplicity, your mind wants to fight this. Your mind will want to stay comfortable, but your soul is begging to grow.

For some I am picking up on major life changes, little shifts that pave way for long term fulfillment. Others are fast asleep and will be jolted awake by an unexpected event. A breakdown that creates a breakthrough of some sort. I am feeling this for work, vehicle, finances, health, home, family or relationship. It feels like something is revealed to you, but on a soul level you’ve already known this. Its like your mind gets a chance to catch up with your feelings. Your intuition have been strong, but you may have been denying and repressing the insight, this can lead to illness, depression, addiction. I feel there will be a great shift in awareness this week. I am seeing the word; clarity and I am seeing a white veil ( just saw a vision of marriage-this may apply to some who receive an offer of marriage or are getting married soon. ) being lifted from the face. What was once cloudy is now crystal clear. I am sensing a burst of movement in some cases, rapid movement, your mind may not feel ready for this, but your soul is. Your soul is attracting what you desire, what you feel. When our actions (self expression) don’t match our frequency we create stagnancy, we create disharmony in order for a greater balance to be found through a breakdown or a breakthrough. Our soul will push for us to heal these energies within us so that our souls can reunite. Reunite with Source/God/The Divine/Universe. When we reunite with our soul we are actually taking the action step required to bring us what we desire.

Healing emotionally is a lot of work and it takes discipline. It is much easier to numb, distract and avoid the feelings we have. How often do you take time to truly listen to the thoughts you have that may be unconscious and are truly running the “show”? It has become more “normal” to deny and repress our feelings than it is to honestly communicate how we feel. I sense a lot of spiritual bypassing this week. A sense of wanting to be happy and free, but also denying a part of you that feels trapped, stuck or scared. There is a fear of vulnerability this week. A fear of showing others and mostly ourselves who we are, allowing others to see our fullness, our failures, our fear, our pain, our anger, our sadness. We’ve become a society that wants to literally and figuratively sugar coat everything. You can feel darkness and despair and still believe in the good, still believe in hope, in the light and in love. It’s a balance. I see the mind being overly defensive over little things this week. Your level of awareness is shifting so it will be important to be gentle with yourself as you see these defense mechanisms learned from childhood popping up to be recognized and integrated. The soul wants you to see this pattern so that you can complete this cycle and receive your wish. Take the step you’ve been avoiding this week. Even if it scares you, even if it makes you question everything. Do it. Now is the time, spirit is saying. Stop hesitating and weighing options, you’re over analyzing and its creating unnecessary worry. They are saying; trust and let go, you are being guided and held. You will not fall. We’re right here, you can trust us.

Observe how your mood shifts this week, especially around other people. How are you treating yourself around certain people. What image are you portraying to certain people. Notice how you act differently around certain people and situations. Are you the same person at home that you are at work or with friends? There’s a need to get to know thyself this week. One of the greatest ways to find out who we truly are is to get back to our youthful spirit. Most of us have pain or trauma around childhood, it’s why we have addictions. It’s an unhealthy relationship to unconditional love that has distorted our vision. This can make us avoid this step, because we want to forget it or suppress it, that only creates more shame. Bring your “darkness” into the light so that it no longer unconsciously controls you. You have to choose to remember the good times from your childhood. Let the good times replay in your mind too. Let them bring a smile to your face. reminisce on the times you felt happy and free as a child. Allow them to be your guide to your passions. You have to choose to heal and forgive the people you love most in order to allow the love, joy and passion you desire to come into your reality.

When we still have underlying energy or pain, deception, betrayal we have a hard time believing that we are worthy of a love so powerful. You are worthy of the deep love you feel from a source greater than you, it is only your subconscious programming that you formed in childhood that is keeping you feeling otherwise. The important thing to remember about law of attraction is that it’s about redirecting your thoughts. The negative thoughts will always be there, you have to choose to create a new dialogue. Every time you hear your negativity arise, it is the ego feeling unsure. The negativity will be loud because it is the most familiar. Hear it, tell yourself it isn’t true, smile at it, acknowledge it, then laugh at it and let it go. It might also be good to stop and ponder where this negative thought stemmed from. If you take the time to create the space to listen to your thoughts (meditation, walking, yoga) spirit will give you guidance on where it stemmed from, this may bring up painful memories from the past, don’t let them spiral, once again acknowledge them, laugh at them (laughing is so important) and let them go.

This week feels gentle. It feels like a time of self reflection and self forgiveness. I am picking up strongly on Christ Consciousness. His energy is gentle and loving, but sometimes we don’t feel worthy of His love and so we push it away. Let Him hold you this week. Find that connection with your spirit. The part of you that is Christ. Work with the energy this week, it will help you to lighten up, it will heal you, if you allow it to. The energy is set up for emotional healing and shadow work right now. It can feel heavy, but as you feel it, you release the heaviness and you begin to feel lighter. Don’t skip over this important step, if you do you will set yourself up for the past to repeat itself. Take the time to get really in tune to your emotions this week. You may feel all over the place, up and down, back and forth. These are your energies trying to find balance. Create a space for you to relax this week, play, do your favorite childhood activities, be compassionate towards yourself. Do something that makes you feel good about yourself! I am hearing to hold your focus on what you want while simultaneously healing and letting go. It is important to pull yourself out of the heavy emotions, don’t dwell and don’t mask. Just allow yourself to be without judgement.

Focus your thoughts this week, the negativity will be loud, let it go. Try being by water this week, allow yourself to flow. The more you resist the more you create conflict. When you feel heavy emotions arise, ask for time alone to process. Watch where you are projecting your emotions this week. Most likely it will be on your partner and or children. Allow yourself to watch how you treat others. If you allow it, it will begin to teach you a whole lot about yourself. When you get defensive or want to call someone out, take a deep breath, walk away and allow yourself to ponder your reaction. Be conscious of your words, they are your co creation. Spirit is saying; What is the story you’ve been telling yourself? Is it filled with hope, optimism and passion or is it filled with doubt, worry and fear? They are also saying that you have the power at any given moment to rewrite your story. How do you want your story to end? How can you create the story that you want to tell? Spirit wants you to visualize this week. Take the time and create the space to hold your vision of your future. The mind does not know what is “real” from what is imagined. As you hold this vision, become aware of how your vibration shifts. Begin to notice how you feel. We get to create our feelings. Most people are unaware of this and they allow others to dictate how they feel. Our emotions are our power, they hold the key to this new doorway. Envision and dream up the life you desire for yourself everyday. Make it a part of your routine to hold this vision and feelings. This is how the magic happens. Any feeling that arises after the meditation/visualization is only a loud egoic thought. The key to meditation is holding that feeling in the mundane moment of life. If you can hold the feeling of what you desire through your entire day you can make great shifts. Do whatever you have to do to stay in the vibration of unconditional love, passion, success and fulfillment. Notice how easily others energies influence your emotional body. Watch as your mood shifts based off the presence of another. It's in those moment that we have the free will choice to give our power away. When we allow another to influence our emotions and our thoughts, we have handed the creation of our reality to someone other than ourselves. This is why we may feel bound to others energetically, because we are allowing them to affect how we view and feel about ourselves. Free yourself by healing yourself emotionally.

You are loved and blessed eternally

Thank you for reading, Ashley <3